'Mommy' A Baby's Words by Nikki-Loves-Him, literature
Literature
'Mommy' A Baby's Words
Month 1: "Mommy, I'm only 4 inches long! It's so warm in here!"
Month 2: "Mommy, I love your voice; it's a sweet lullaby!"
Month 3: "Mommy, I just found out I'm a boy! Aren't you glad?!"
Month 4: "Mommy, I just learned to suck my thumb! I get a lot of excercise! I can turn my head and stretch!"
Month 5: "Mommy, why are you crying? It makes me cry to see you cry, even if you can't see me!"
Month 6: "Mommy, that doctor lied to you; I am real! I don't like that doctor at all.''
Month 7: "Mommy, I hear that doctor again! What's abortion? OW!! Mommy, I feel a needle; It's burning, Mommy! Help me! I can't get away from it!"
"Mommy, it's okay
Double sided
Two faced
A double personality
A double fake
Queen of Social Society
Loved by everyone
Just because they cannot see
Doesn't mean you can fool me
Lying, Cheating, & Deceiving
Nothing you say is true
I know your secret
& now there's nothing you can do
Looking out the window
Thinking of you
I see beautiful clouds
I wonder if you see them too
Running circles in my head
All day & night
Even when asleep at night
It's weird, I know, but it feels alright
I'd slit my own throat
If my final sight was your smile
If it meant your happiness
I'd take the blame on trial
With Love Yours-ALetterToMine- by Nikki-Loves-Him, literature
Literature
With Love Yours-ALetterToMine-
I love you. I always have loved you, & always will love you.
I wake up, & I think about how I wish it was your voice telling me to get out of bed. I put my glasses on, then the pearls you gave me. I wish that it were your fingers tying them insted of my own. I lay in bed, thinking about what it would be like to kiss your lips & say good morning to you. I pick out my clothes, wondering which outfit you might like best. I put on my makeup, thinking of your beautiful brown eyes.
I see you & try to talk to you, but the words vanish from my throat & I'm left in simple awe by you.
I do not understand it
My teeth in pain they grit
Open your eyes, dont drink the gin
Maybe youll see the misery I dine in
Youre putting me on trial with these questions
Your taunts make me see my defections
The only problem is me
Youd be happier without me, that I see
Just use your .33
Set yourself free
Take me to the promise land
Then everything will be grand
Can you hear me?
Do you hear me cry at night?
You ask if Im okay
Me? Okay? Thats a lie alright.
Put on the mask to hide behind
First thing, so you never see the real me
I seem okay, but Im cracking to pieces
Nothing can save me at this point, dont you see?
Not asking for help anymore
No one can say me
I asked you all before
Of course, you all forgot me
If only
Two words so often said
If Only
Two words that can cause so much dread.
If only
Things could be undone
If only
I could vanish by the rise of the sun
If only
We could be together
If only
This dream could last forever
You, Me
From Two Different worlds
We finally meet
Hand in Hand on Sunset Beach
Then it fades to black
Awaken in bed
Whisper the words If Only
Eyes open, No one is there, heart fills with dread
Those two words
We use so much
Acting like theyre an aid
But theyre nothing but a broken crutch
Say those words again, what do they mean?
Why are they so often
Skies aren't as blue... by Nikki-Loves-Him, literature
Literature
Skies aren't as blue...
Skies aren't half as blue
Without there being you
Skies are dark & gray
When my love & happiness is away
Sit & wait
For the hours to melt away
I wonder about my fate
I promise myself that I won't let you slip away
The clock finally strikes night
I run into your arms
Now that I can hold you close tonight
Everything is okay, everything is alright.
I loved you first,
So do your worst,
This world is but a dream.
The heart I gave,
The hate we made,
Just makes us want to scream.
I'm with you now,
But never bow,
For we both may last this out.
If you could see,
How we could be,
Your heart would never shout.
I had you once,
I'll have you again,
For this between us shall never end.
I want you still,
Not just a thrill,
So please allow me to mend.
The pain you've known,
This blasted home,
We shall stay together.
I'll not give in,
No meager sin,
Will ever keep me at bay.
I tell you this,
And this alone,
You belong inside my heart.
And with that thought,
Inside your hea
Current Residence: Ohio, US Favourite genre of music: I like all music. Favourite style of art: Gothic, Morid, Horror is great... I also love poetry & some photography. It just... Depends.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
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Other Interests
Writing, Reading, Movies, Music, Trying New Things, Getting Good Grades.
This is where I am evolving. Artisticly. I am sheding my skin, in a way. Thus, I must shed this name. For I am no longer the person I once called "Nikki"
No, my friends, this is a new beginning. I am now Katie. You may find me as KatieUndead. I will be writing more controversial things, & if you are faint hearted, you should probably stay very far away.
I have a new camera, since I broke my last one. Who'd have thought that cameras & concrete floors don't mix? Oh well.
The new one is amazing. It is a Blue Kodak EasyShare C190 with 5x Optical Zoom, 12 Megapixels, & a bunch of other stuff. I'm still playing with the settings & experimenting with the other shizz. But you will get some art from me soon enough.
Also, I will soon give you a review of the camera once I get a little more time into using it. & I will give you some updates as to what's going on in my own personal life soon enough.
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